我住长江头，君住长江尾；

日日思君不见君，共饮长江水。

此水几时休？此恨何时已？

只愿君心似我心，定不负相思意。

开始钻牛角尖了又，哈哈，一定要争取早日康复，大家还等着我狂欢呢，是不～

老马也快回来了，真期待呀，一别又一年了，看见你一定得抱头痛哭一下，当然是开心的哩～

如果从周六开始算，今天已经第四天了，输了两天液，加上化验身上的眼儿已然比耳朵眼儿多了！据说还得成倍数增长！

晚上体温达到历史新高，39°C，经过奋力反抗，没被带到医院打针，不过夜里会怎么样就不知道了，我等！居然还出现幻觉，看见一人从窗户进来...脖子上的大包虽然小点儿了，可是里面化脓的地方好像有破的，喝水都剌的慌！

这次可真让我撞上了，要是真把脑子烧坏了，还真是成大傻子了！所以再没傻之前安排一下吧！

 

多啦A梦类的 可以安排给阿蒙和田甜

香水呢 送给张弦一两瓶，其他都给老姐

买过的那么多瑞丽 送给邓宁 她肯定以后能用上

衣服呢 八成新的可以让佳佳看看

王新呢 哎 如果有男人就送一个给你 可惜～

徐晓？？把我的那些英文书都送你哈 好好学习 天天向上

最后我居然想不出能送给晓鸥什么呢？一个最最帮助我，爱护我，分享一切的人我居然想不出能给她什么，好吧，一会儿发个短信给你，让你再安慰我一下～ 对了，有天夜里发短信给你居然没给我回，指责一下。

 

撤了，要不一会儿就40了，你们应该都会祝我早日康复吧？哈哈

 

去做头发又听见这首歌了，让他反复的放，其实真挺好听的，刚看了歌词，果然是伤感。
Lonly

I am lonely lonely lonely
I am lonely lonely in my life
I am lonely lonely lonely
God help me help me to survive!
Bridge
Remember first time we met day one
Kids in the garden' playin' games heaven' fun
Excitin' and amazin' havin' a real friend of mine
Face to face and eye to eye
Usin' our hands to buy and supply
Chillin' is cool from January to June
And we still stiked together like the glue
And know the rules
Forever you and I and believe it was clear
If I ever should fall I could count on you with no fear
Runnin' out of time I see who's fake
Alone without protection from all them snakes
All for one one for all I was told
Black white yellow no matter if your young or old
Nana's in the house to let you know
What I see is how I feel and damn
I'm alone
I am lonely lonely lonely
I am lonely lonely in my life
I am lonely lonely lonely
God help me help me to survive!
Bridge
Everybody's trippin' on me
Oh lord come help me please
I did some bad things in my life
Why can't you rescue me 'cause you've got all I need
I know I got to pay the price
Lonely (2x)
Cheepin' thru the streets at night after a fuss and fight
Tears in my eyes I'm a man lookin' for the light
Dark is the path I know he will rescue me
The lord is my shephard I'm cool despite emergency
Whom shall I fear exept the god
Thank you for the blessin' and the skils on the mic
Five years we know there's no diggity
Free at last see the light in me
What goes up must come down
I'll be around while you heading towards deathtown
Always look forward hardly never look back
So many tears and the snakes on my jock
Now I'm riding in my big fat ride
Your ass is late so look for the line
Nana in the house to let you know
What I see is how I feel so leave me alone
Lonely (3x)
Knock on my door whom you lookin' for
A dream or reality enemies at my door
Eyes I realize it's fantasize I must be high
So let me live before I die
Once again grab the bottle twist the cap
To survive your life is yours my life is mine
No emotions in this world full of lies
Step my step and be versatile
Love peace and crash that's what it's all about
Alone by yourself than you lack there's no doubt about
I'm always into something making moves to improve
What would you do if you where in my shoes
Boom a letter oops another suicide
Meet me for a ride at the boulevard
Nana's in the house to let you know
What I see is how I feel and damn I'm alone

 

　　原来还是老妈最了解自己的女儿。
　　一早起来，我还是头晕，胃里总是异样很不舒服，心脏也一直有往下沉的感觉。老爸问我吃什么，实在没胃口，可看着他们最近总是为我不吃饭而担心，我忍着那种想呕的感觉硬塞下半块小点心，喝了几口牛奶。可吃完却更难受了，想吐的感觉越来越强烈。

　　因为起的早，吃完早饭，整理完毕还要好久才到出门的时候，开了电视静静的看。老妈走过来对我说，现代人心胸不能太窄，一定要宽心，不是所有的事情都要往好的方面想，你现在就要想一些不好的事情来让自己放开。我愣在那儿，想说句话说不出来，眼泪又要冒出来了。

　　过了一会儿，老妈跟我说昨天她做了一个恶梦，看到我瘦的只剩一把骨头，我知道她担心我，可我就是没办法。我像着了魔似的，对吃饭对食物已经没有感觉了。也可能是因为那个承诺，精神上不自觉的强迫自己对食物抵触。不知道不知道。

　　昨天算了一下，现在确实已经瘦了12斤，可是离我承诺过得还差的很远，努力吧，总有实现理想的那一天。

　　对于和晓鸥说的，我也一定能办到，那天的事情绝对不再提起，不再想起，只要一切回到原来的轨道上，我可以当作什么都没发生过，按照自己的想法做事情，不去管别人怎么说，至少还有她支持我。